Chemistry

You're perfect the way you are
But let's cover up those scars
Purple and blue seem to fit you
But can we try out a grayscale hue?

Your sickness makes you think less in a panicked state
Fill the hole with chemicals before it's too late
Don't worry, there's no hurry, one more a side effect
It'll make you feel like new

But is this really you?

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colors bleed together, needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh, what a mess my chemistry has become

Now, now, now, now
That's no way to be
it really has nothing to do with what you see in the mirror
Your mind is your shadow
And your shadow is me
I'll deceive your hopes and dreams
And patch those unbalaced genes

Don't fight it, invite it
Inside of your head
Let it change all your marks
From when you wished you were dead
I'd rather you be alive in a hospital bed
But is it really living when you hang by a thread?
There's always that sense of dread because

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colors bleed together, needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh, what a mess my chemistry has become

Treating daylight like anphetamines
Having trouble finding an in-between
My balance is a little bit broken
I'm just trying to stay alive
But all I ever ask is who am I
Today?

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colors bleed together, needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh, what a mess my chemistry has become

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colors bleed together, needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh, what a mess
What a mess
What a mess
I have become