Paid in Full (Live in Oulu)

I was nowhere near
Ready when all it ended
So I hoped
We could find
A new day
Cannot live without you

You gave me the chance
Time and again, in vain
Now my feelings for you
Every tear, every smile
Paid in full
Break the chain
But no longer can I take the pain

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited
Hated
Blamed it all on you

Needed to be strong
Yet I was always too weak
So I can only blame
Myself for this state
We are in
I will take what you have
For me now, it's not too late
Did you change?
I did too
Love can grow from the last grain

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited
Hated
Blamed it all on...

You...
I need you
Less and less
Every day feeds this moral decay
Yet I have grown to love you even more

I fall back
And I turn another cheek
You mouth the words you're
Not ready to speak
You're scared of me now
No, I never had a clue
That I'd become so much stronger than you

I will take
What you have
For me now
If it's not
Too late

If you like
I will leave
I will not
Miss the last train again

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited
Hated
Blamed it all on you

It's hard for me to love your face right now
I'm waiting
Hating
Needing
Being
Me...

I need you
Less and less (and less)
Every day leads us farther away
From that moment

It's hard for me to hate myself right now
Finally I'm understanding me
One day we may have whole new me's and you's
But first
I need to
Learn to
Love me too