Peace of Mind (Radio Version)

Drought Hustla

A.k.a

"Richly Awthentic"

I got this pain up in my heart,
It never dissipates,
And ever since that day
My heart has filled up with hate,
Now I don't wanna be this way
But it seems it's in my fate,
And on your dying day
Would be the testing of my faith,
Hay clouds up in my brain,
Trying to smother the pain,
But it hurts
When I hear my son mention your name,
It ain't the same 'round the holidays,
I break down and cry,
But to myself cause I'm grown,
Fuck responding to why,
Or "what's wrong?" cause like a song
It'll be over soon,
Like when dawn arises
Eliminating the moon,
A monsoon of hurt
Feels like I'm buried in dirt,
But alive as I see devil grin with a smirk,
I know my worth but for some,
It's hard to accept
So they aid and abet in the concept of my death,
With lowly devised figments of projected imagery,
(While) I see over giant shoulders,
Neglecting misery

Alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)

How you gon tell me
Death ain't better than this
Cause since my mom died
I ain't hear her once
Complain about shit
And in the midst of the sideshow
Foes provided help
So I dealt and undisclosed
Promise of self (ain't that a bitch?)
Now I'm lost in my own world
"Awthentic Richly"
Trapped in a thought
That preexisted yesterday
Of my momma's face
Smiling at the kid
Now the guilt sets in
Regrettin' shit I did
Or what I should've done
While you was here with me
Wishing I was in your place
And you was here missin' me
How is that amazing grace?
Being in this fucking place
The only thing that make the day
Is puffin' on a pound of hay
Which keeps me on my path
No distractions
Less talk unless the talk
Initiates action
Traction marks on my spirit
From the torque of the word
Allows myself to be carried
If my voice ain't heard (when I'm)

Alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)

Now I'm soul searching on a solar plane
As flames engulf my flesh
Mindstate is fuck the pain
Cause I wanna see what's next
Best thought when I depart
Into my infinite dream
Free from the weight of sin
That keeps me trapped
Inside Earth's seams
It seems my freedom of thoughts gleam
But will never coincide
With the mass perception of deception
Taken in stride
But I'm inclined above the devil's descent
Repent to no one
As I show'em that from heaven I'm sent
The gold one
Pure alchemy my flow on the beat
Immortal words may be bent
But never broke
While god speaks through me (nevver)
As I walk beside myself
And come to grips with the past
Years of pain, grief, and sorrow
Wondering if I'll outlast
Wondering if I'll surpass the test
Of my superior
And face the enemy up in the mirror
Days pass thoughts clear up
The bliss of yesterday's dawn
(For) The Don Juan of heaven
While I bless the souls unborn

Alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
(Aahhhh)
It won't be long

I was (sighs)

Yeah

Alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)
When I'm alone in my own zone
Waiting for death,
I feel its breath on my neck,
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
Keep in mind
I was born to grind in despair
When I die it's only fair (I ask)