Reunion

Yo what the fuck are we watching
Yo I have never seen... what is he doing with her leg
This is crazy... ahahahah...
Ah bro I'm definitely feeling something
Yo same man
Holy shit I feel pretty weird
It's good though, it's good you know
Yeah, yeah. Nah it's good man and you know what, that's dope cause shit hasn't been good
Like so much shit's been going down man and I miss you dog
Yeah, I miss you too, bro
Let me catch you up on something real quick

It's been a minute Blerry, not lying it's been scary
I'm in uncharted waters, feeling like I popped my cherry
Man I feel you, dog. Shrooms hit hard. I'm thinking about my life in parts, where do I start? and you
Yo these caps and stems are a mental cleanse and I don't know where I'll be when my life does end
I know right, like we don't know when it's lights out. Right now we alive, get's me psyched out
And right now in life I know that I don't give a fuck cause these past few months, I've been rolling in the dumps
I just hope the universe has got a plan for me, this introvert wants to converse and it's got me panicking
Yo if we wanna get a better picture of the wisdom that is in us we should listen to our inner voices
Getting to the top means we never gotta stop, I've been doing that a lot, make some better choices
See I feel voiceless, like I spiel annoyance but every word I speak is ideal for rejoicing
Murdock word, gotta follow your foot. If worst comes to worst at least we spoke our goods
And our goods ain't good, shit our goods are great
Like it's no debate shit this is fate
And we're gonna have the whole world in checkmate
Why's that
Cause you can't bring us down when we in this state

Fuck yo, I'm hungry as fuck!
Yo I'm about to go to the fucking corner store and get some chips or some shit. You want something
Nah I'm good bro, Imma just chill here
Aight, I'll be back

Ahhhh... Shit. Oh shit I'm not feeling good. Let me call Blerry
Fuck! Where's my phone? Just take a deep breath, David. I am in control
I am in control
Fuck
Missed me well guess what I've missed you! I know these past few months have been abysmal
It's been a fistful and you've sure been sinful. But there's no starting over, life's not baptismal
Me and you were made for each other, we're perfect
Keep that heart to yourself you will only hurt it
Everything you've figured out by now, I thought you've learned it
But friendship and love, you DO NOT DESERVE IT
But you've got me, it's anxiety. I miss creeping up on your skin in our privacy
I'm before anyone else, there's no rivalry. You're dependent so I expect compliancy
You've fought all these urges defiantly, don't let this high descend down to sobriety
Hallucinogens? Well let's add variety and down this whole bottle out in entirety
Fuck that yo! You know you're killing my high? I was tripping with my boy, was a really good time
And now you think that I'll be flipping when you come in and chime
I'm a new fucking man, I've emerged from the grime
I know what I want and you're not included. I've been left before and I've gotten through it
But I'm only human so I sought improvement, becoming the best me for everybody in my movement
Oh wow you've become a big man since therapy, started working out and meditating regularly
These fixes they're only temporary see, this is a lifelong battle, fuck serenity
Well now I take this Lexapro cause it can let me know, I can ask for help to get me through the next episode
Taking you on by myself made me implode, now it's the gift of others that I've been bestowed
Sooner or later they'll get sick of you. We all know deep down you're despicable
I'm invincible! With new principals! You've made my entire life fucking miserable
Well guess what, did you know we're inseparable and we're dying together it's inevitable
Hah! That's memorable, for once I agree that's true, if there's no cure than I'll just learn to live with you

Yo Murdock I got you... yo you good, yo
Haha, yeah... never better