Ache for Agony

I'm outta luck, I'm a nervous wreck again
I've had enough of the pills they recommend
Honestly I'd rather be a loser anomaly
Fading with your trends

And I don't wanna be someone that I'm not
But self reliance is all I've really got
Outta of luck without resent again
Living with my thoughts

I ache for agony
It's all I'll ever need
A lot of terrible unbearable catastrophes

There's not a vacancy
Left up above for me
And I know it's terrible, I know it's all I'll ever need

I'm outta luck, it's become a trend again
I'm giving up on my self respect
You think I'm headstrong, baby you're dead wrong
I'm outta my head

And I'm begging, you got me at my knees
You're so reckless, you can't place your bets on me
I'm outta luck, I'm a nervous wreck again
Living with my thoughts

I ache for agony
It's all I'll ever need
A lot of terrible unbearable catastrophes

There's not a vacancy
Left up above for me
And I know it's terrible, I know it's all I'll ever need

So here's your last resort
You gave it all you had
To watch me fall apart
And leave me here for dead

I ache for agony
It's all I'll ever need
A lot of terrible unbearable catastrophes

There's not a vacancy
Left up above for me
And I know it's terrible, I know it's all I'll ever need

So here's your last resort
You gave it all you had
To watch me fall apart
And leave me here for dead

We've broken all our bonds
Make up, break up again [?]
Escaped the broken homes
And left them here for dead