Idk

Sometimes I be thinking
Sometimes I don't be sleeping
Sometimes the dark thoughts creep in,
But every time the light conquers the demons

The road of life
How it twists and turns
It builds you up,
Then it returns to send you back

Straight to reality
Or is that just my mentality?
Was raised not to be materialistic
Been thought to think realistic
That's why I can't resist this

Artistic rhythmic
It helps me vent this
Narcissistic. Optimistic
Opportunistic musician

Characteristics of a simplistic
Got so many interests
Always asking for forgiveness
Wonder if God ever listens

He seems to handle his business
Yeah
He seems to handle his business
Hope he gone deem me worthy of the way I been living

I don't know where I'm going. If you'd care to show me
I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
I don't know where I'm going If you'd care to show me
I'd be so grateful I'd be so thankful
I'd be so grateful

Oh you smoking good - good?
Why you being negative?
I swear that shit was made
To be used as a sedative

All you do is chief
I ain't talking bout Executive
Bro, Don't you know
That you're killing your relatives?

And it's proven scientifically
They just threw a y-chromosomal
In front of Adam
And mitochondrial in front of Eve

Look that shit up on Google
Looking in the mirror
Deep in my pupils
Searching for approval

To no avail
They feel me,
Like stroking brail
Damn it! I'm choking! Hell!

Won't finish my show and tell
Dear God, please let me finish
Please just let me finish
Swear I won't be quiting cuz I'm in it to win it

That's a promise
In this world that's far from honest,
That's a promise
When I'm moving like Sonic,

Help me stop
And smell the bonnets.
Love me no matter what
That's what you promised

I don't know where I'm going. If you'd care to show me
I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
I don't know where I'm going If you'd care to show me
I'd be so grateful I'd be so thankful.
I'd be so grateful

I come from the future. I'm not a tutor
Just here to express myself
Something like a rooster
Trying to spread the knowledge of the light to everyone else

But they got their eyes closed
And their hands over their ears
And over the years,
We been overflowing with fear

Hearts pounding
Trumpets sounding
It's astounding
How many years have we been howling

For change?
Nickels and pennies.
Full of so many thoughts and knots,
But I won't stop

Till I'm winning. And that's a mother fucking promise.
Monstrous conscience.
Full of knowledge,
Like the Magic Conch is.

Confusion is the zeitgeist
Raised in front of a TV yelling, "Ay Ay Captain!"
Looking back like, "What happened to my passion?"
Sometimes I wanna kick it with Sebastian

Under the sea
Where life is better under the weather
We could handle the pressure
If we did it together

Tryna change yourself
By changing your reflection,
But your reflection
Is merely a projection

Of your eyes.
You gotta change your life and soar high
The Lord cries!
The Lord cries!

And the Lord always knows
He's telling you yes
And you're telling him no
You're selling your soul