Astrid (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

Father forgive me for you know that I'm always sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor f*cking up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang up on how sh*tty I've been feeling
I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute

'Cause I've been so lost, without you
'Cause I've been so lost, without you
'Cause I've been so lost, without you
'Cause I've been so lost, without you

I'm in pain, I wish you never took this sh*t away
Put myself last since the first day
I'm lost trying to find my own ways
So I apologize, 'cause I'm still in a delay, yeah

Suicide was the first thought, leaving home was the first thought
All these Godd*mn feelings I just f*cking caught nah
Look at all the f*cking issues that this b*tch brought, yeah

Slave to my own mind
I was so kind even when you f*cked me over I decided just to stay blind
You loved me right? I doubt it man you never showed signs
That's why midway I stopped trying, no crying, no buying
No lying, man I still love you though, this is what I'm implying
I still love you

'Cause I've been so lost without you, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Ciara Simms
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