Stand Up

I need a mind displacement.
I want to leave this place and,
Be somebody else.
Anybody else?
I look at my watch hand
I Tag everybody watching
I don't like myself
Same time ignite myself
I'm a firm believer
You gotta see things through tho
Problem is I see right through you
Like holes in a story
But holes in hands
Brought him glory
I don't understand
Why joy ain't for me
J-O-Y
Don't pretend to be my friend
Ya not cheering for me
Nope, don't have to lie
I see you in the mirror homie
Even tho I tell you every years my year
Shhhhh... Don't speak
Mainstream I don't play that
Hate speech
In the streets, it's just facts
I'm on a playground that's under the blood
It's cold out, I'm under the hood
Even Jesus wore hoodies
He's got me zipped up
Check the scale my dopes of the ricta
My ill-ness? They still trying to figure me out. Go figure.
Close your eyes turn me up, feel me out why I fill you you up
I am who I am
Should woulda coulda
Rock with me or leave me
It really don't matter
There's more to come
Glance behind you they all lined up
Fall in together we all stand up
Not really on that fan rush
Just collecting to point em to God's love
At the same time I'm all tore up
On the inside, I'm sure enough
Deee... vi... did
Satan stalking deee... ligh... ted
To divide Tim so I defy him
Dee-vide me from great I am
What can I do I'm just a man
Wish I could of seen the son rise
Trapped behind shade, these blues
Never see sunlight
Some days I'm like forget it
You only live one life
Others I wonder what they're life would look like
It's apparent we have choices
Forks in the road. I wanna know
I hear your voices
I hear the crys
I validate 'em
I'm here to tell you... you don't have to do it
He'll take your life, let the holy spirit flow like fluid
Pray up to Jesus its easy let's do it
Lord we know that your real
Please come into our heart that we use as a shield
Forgiveness... of our weaknesses is what we need
You know what our sins look like
We ask you to please take it
We Thank you Jesus. Amen