Losing Myself

In my head, I dream of space so that one day
I could leave this place
Up here I look down, down away
from my fears, I can't stay
But I think I've been up here for a little too long
cause that pain feels so wrong
I can't run away from it forever
I can't turn and say whatever

I'm losing myself and I can't find a way
I'm going down to hell but I have nothing left to say

Home Just doesn't feel like home
I leave what I don't have and I roam
I escape it so I won't have to face it
yeah I'd rather just replace this

I'm losing myself and I can't find away
I'm going down to hell but I have nothing left to say
I've gotten so lost inside of my brain
Nothing can stop it now, I'm going insane

But how do you expect me to be okay
all the fingers stare at me and say "who's to blame?"
things will never be the same
I look in the mirror and I see my enemy
I thought that person was my friend to be
the person I see is me
But I guess what everyone told me was right
they said this is not my one to fight
things will never be alright
But I will look for that helping hand
I'll look for someone to be my friend
no this won't
be my end

No, it won't be my end
No, it won't be my end
No, it won't be my end
No, it won't be my end
No, it won't be my end
I can't run away from it forever