Treading Water

Oh my God, I think I lost control
when I tried and I tried and I tried but I can't make it
Oh my God, I think I lost my way
so sad there's really nothing I said but I can't get away
Ooooh, can anybody hear me
Lying to myself, but I still don't believe me
Oooh, can anybody hear me?
Burnt a hole in my soul, well I can rest in peace

Well I see, well I see, I see a way out
Treading water for so long, well I think I'm gonna drown
Well I see, well I see, I see a way out
Treading water for so long, well I think I'm gonna drown

Run through my temple, life ain't that simple
Pray, pray, pray for a witness
Well I swear to God that this life ain't worth living

Well I see, well I see, I see a way out
Treading water for so long, well I think I'm gonna drown
Well I see, well I see, I see a way out
Treading water for so long,
Treading water for so long,
Treading water for so long, well I think I'm gonna drown

Losing control, more than ever
wrestling my own demons
Man I'm trying to do better
Trying to own it, [?]
While making deals with the Lord
and holding hands with the devil
At the bottom, of the barrel
I swore to never, swim with the sharks
but I got pushed in the water
Run down...

Now could I face, myself
when I don't see a way out,
Don't see a way out
Now should I be the problem?
Yeah I swear this sucks but I been treading the water
Goddamn
Yeah I been treading the water,
Goddamn
Yeah I swear this sucks
But I been treading the water
Goddamn