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I've been on the low, I've been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine (who can relate? Woo!)
I've been on the low, I've been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine

I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why

All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout, they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
I know I'm hurt deep down, but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own, I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you've been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
They say every life precious, but nobody care about mine

I've been on the low, I've been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine (who can relate? Woo!)
I've been on the low, I've been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine

I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die
Now lemme tell you why

It's the very first breath
When your head's been drownin' underwater
And it's the lightness in the air
When you're there chest to chest with the lover
It's holdin' on, though the road's long
And seein' light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowin' who it is
I know that you'll thank God you did

I know where you've been, where you are, where you goin'
I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little night?
I'm just tryna shed a little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give right now

I've been on the low, I've been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine (who can relate? Woo!)
I've been on the low, I've been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine

I finally wanna be alive (I finally wanna be alive)
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive (I finally wanna be alive)
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die

Pain don't hurt the same, I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm movin' 'til my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow

But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh, I don't wanna-
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die anymore
I don't even wanna die anymore