Self-Destructive Tendencies

Another time bomb tick tick ticking away
Every minute of the hour
And every day I'm getting closer
I'm just waiting to detonate
Let me know if I presume too much
I can leave if that's really what you want
Or I could stay

But either way
If we've nothing more to say
I'll feed the fire
And you can blow me away
Gun to my head
I'd have a blast with you all the same
And I know sometimes that it may seem
Like it's all pretend until we scream

Do you have the time to spare?
Can't expect for you to care
But I could use the company
Though I will warn you to beware
Of me
I'm my own worst enemy

My antisocial habituals are kicking in
(JUST TAKE YOUR VITAMINS)
I'd let it heal itself
But I give in before I peel myself off the screen
Of this glass house we're living in
That's keeping us from everything

Do you wanna sit down?
I can tell you all about
The things that we could be
If you'd help me help you out
(Please)
With your self-destructive tendencies

And only time will tell
Though that may terrify and overwhelm
The weak, and feeble minded kind of people
Who find it hard for them to
Speak their minds
So they keep their thoughts confined
To pure speculation
Now it's too late
The idea has died

Don't lose hope just yet
I can cope with it
But if I do explode
At least I won't
Be forced to choke on it
Though I would chew until you see fit