Foes

I used to have people hasseling askin' me whats happening
Til they threw me out of their circle like a javelin
Then challenging and battleing myself I wasn't managing
And thats a thing that hasn't been preventing me from panicing
I wouldn't dare to speak on their beliefs as no one cared for me
Where it seemed findin' real friends to share would be a rarity
No longer wanted air to breathe, I couldn't bare to keep
Livin' within this cruel world I really was prepered to leave
It was a mess bullys getting me stressed
And yes I confess it made me feel depressed
I guess they didn't care less it made them impressed
Thinking about death instead of livin' to the best
It's kind of deep just like the sea to live in this society
That's not been nice to me where minors beefs turned into rivalries
If iIreceived a time machine I'd delete all the violent scenes
And live a life of peace finally without this anxiety

My friends turned foe and I don't know why
Lost my pride so much pain inside
If you don't give a fuck about me while i'm alive
Don't you dare pretend like you care when I die
My friends turned foe and I don't know why
Lost my pride so much pain inside
If you don't give a fuck about me while i'm alive
Don't you dare pretend like you care when I die

Attending secondary as a pupil was brutal
Got picked on so much i had too move to new schools
Abused all the time 'til I didn't feel useful
To no one and that is me just being truthful
I can't lie it was hard time
Everybody around me tryna start fights
And I regret everyone i've had cause I fucking hate violence
Wishing that i'd just stayed silent
And I was gettin' betrayed by friends, man I never wanted that
All the time I wasted on them wishin' that I got it back
But its cool cause I don't wanna hold grudges
I'm too focused and ahead of them to deal with old rubbish
I just wanna move on with my life now OK
Am I gunna stop because you said so? no way
I'm gunna keep going no matter what you say now
Cause I was hearing worse every day round the play ground

My friends turned foe and I don't know why
Lost my pride so much pain inside
If you don't give a fuck about me while i'm alive
Don't you dare pretend like you care when I die
My friends turned foe and I don't know why
Lost my pride so much pain inside
If you don't give a fuck about me while i'm alive
Don't you dare pretend like you care when I die

My friends turned foe and I don't know why
Lost my pride so much pain inside
If you don't give a fuck about me while i'm alive
Don't you dare pretend like you care when I die
My friends turned foe and I don't know why
Lost my pride so much pain inside
If you don't give a fuck about me while i'm alive
Don't you dare pretend like you care when I die



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Writer(s): Matthew Bishop
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