Troubled Child

Troubled by my mind my thoughts won't let me sleep
Depression on incline suicide at a steep
Troubled boy troubled man troubled child
Can't afford a car but always got a black and mild
Slept in the street so love to give my pillow head
Razor blades leave the scars where the pain bled
Grew up covering the bruises leave the world clueless
Regardless what they told me I know i'm not useless
I know it

I had to grow up ya know
A lot quicker than most
And ya know it just is what it is
Some people go through things in they life
Maybe your listening to this going through something
In your life right now
It's gonna help you just let it
Just let it help you grow

Reading the dictionary at three
Crawling in the street dodging S U V's
Writing songs at five age ten I saved lives
Age thirteen they blew my mind when they told
Me the man that I called father wasn't mine
Age sixteen was the furthest thing from sweet
Depression from being beat had set in to deep
Fast forward eighteen still alive selling in the street
My will to survive based on nickles and dimes
Guacamole white lines age twenty I got locked up running
With the crowd mamma warned me about
Easy to fall into trapping when you from the south
The land of gold teeth and gold locks did some crazy
Things with a blonde named Goldie Locks
Telling stories just like Pac and Biggie Smalls
You don't like it you can lick these big balls
Peace love and good vibes if you ain't wit it then step off
Shout out to all the troubled kids this for ya'll

I had to grow up ya know
A lot quicker than most
And ya know it just is what it is
Some people go through things in they life
Maybe your listening to this going through something
In your life right now
It's gonna help you just let it
Just let it help you grow

Troubled troubled troubled
Oh this troubled child gon be alright mamma
Yea this troubled child will survive yea
Oh this troubled child gon be alright mamma
Yea this troubled child will survive yea

Still kicking it like Bruce Lee in twenty seventeen
TBG that's the team met in twenty sixteen
Now twenty eighteen guaranteed
They starting to sing my music in the Philippines
Thank God
Wanna help you all believe day dream
My music got a message more than mainstream
Doing more than objectifying women and being obscene
Grow men die shit can't be unseen happened on a bus
I got off no wet dream felt like a grown ass man since
Seventeen had the fakes fall away they soft like ice cream
I just go with the flow typical Pisces get high and watch the world pass by me
Not concerned with a Rollie or gold timepiece wanna help the earth
Achieve world peace talking food and water for those truly in need
Now i'm talking to all the troubled teens and troubled kids
Just like me Slee

I had to grow up ya know
A lot quicker than most
And ya know it just is what it is
Some people go through things in they life
Maybe your listening to this going through something
In your life right now
It's gonna help you just let it
Just let it help you grow