Sick of It

Look up, calm down.
Solid advice but I've come to hate the sound
It's late, so get to bed.
It's all in your head, it's all in your head.

I'm not thinking about if you think of me,
And if that me is thinking of you
Thinking how I think of you.
I've missed a couple pills so maybe it's anxiety?
Not doing half the things my doctor told me I should do, but...

(So far) I'm past the tipping point just like I "shouldn't have"
Third side of the coin, spinning 'til I take it back
(So far) I know my head is sick but I'm more sick of it
Because I don't wanna think myself to death
Sick of it, sick of it
I'm sick of it
No, I don't wanna think myself to death.
Sick of it, sick of it
I'm sick of it.

Day in, day out
Bullet pointing things that I feel good about
Chest pains, eyes red
It's all in your head, it's all in your head

I'm stuck on thinking now
What's got the best of me?
I'm uptight, alright, but never once a full day through it and
I haven't eaten so maybe I'm out of energy?
Still doing half the things my doctor told me not to do but,

I've passed the tipping point just like I "shouldn't have"
Third side of the coin, spinning 'til I take it back
(So far) I know my head is sick but I'm more sick of it.
Because I don't wanna think myself to death
Sick of it, sick of it
I'm sick of it
No, I don't wanna think myself to death
Sick of it, sick of it
I'm sick of it

I tell myself I'm not, I tell myself a lot
And I debate if it's okay to maybe say I am
Picking myself apart, where do I even start?
I'm just dealing with issues I always knew I had

(So far) I've passed the tipping point, just like I "shouldn't have"
Third side of the coin, spinning 'til I take it back
(So far) I'm out of metaphors, it's harder to explain
It would be easier if I could open up my brain, but
(So far) I'm missing daylight, it's not intentional
It's just assumed that my habits are unconventional
(So far) I know my head is sick, but I'm more sick of it

Because I don't want to think myself to death.
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