Decaying At 18

This is the end of it all
You won't ever see me again in this town
Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
Might be dead tomorrow
Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up

This is the end of it all
You won't ever see me again in this town
Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
Might be dead tomorrow
Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up

Say your goodbyes, it's too late
Everyone is having the time of their lives
Something unpredictable drives me insane
Thought of being out on my own
All alone in this fucking dreadful place

Decaying at 18
No one can save me
We're all decaying at 18
I hope you erase me

I've been dying at a fast pace
Blowing ash into my lungs like I'm an ashtray
Tame the light I don't wanna stay inside alone
Tonight's the night that I love you like there's nothing wrong

This is the end of it all (yeah, haha)
You won't ever see me again in this town
Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
Might be dead tomorrow
Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up

This is the end of it all
You won't ever see me again in this town
Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
Might be dead tomorrow
Decaying at 18, I guess I'm-

Haha
I struggle at 18 to find my place
Feels like the walls are getting closer and I'm losing space
To spread my wings and fly away
I always sing to hide my pain (stop)

Kicking it back like karate, ayy
Why you remind me?
Love every day that the time flies
Numbing the feelings inside me
Supachefm, shinigami
Rolling up rainbow and palm leaves
Young and I flex in the limelight
If you don't like it then come find me

You can hide inside the places I
Never look, always keeping your face in mind
Is it all just bad luck?
Think I'm decaying from the drugs at 18