Fed Up

Too many thoughts on my mind, I can't sleep at night, so I just keep writing
I don't need no help, I don't need opinions, so don't waste my time then
I just been livin' online, my city don't show me no love and that's fine
Fuck local radio stations, I got more plays than all of these rappers combined
I'm goin', I'm goin' again, I been goin' in, I'm fed up with so many things
I gotta just let it all out, I'm talkin' about the shit they been talkin' about
Tellin' me I should do this
Tellin' me I should do that
Tellin' me, tellin' me things about rap
Talkin' the truth and then stabbin' my back
They won't knock me off track, no, no
Too many things have been building, been hard to deal with, I just been drinking
Remember my moves in the past, I'm wondering, what was I thinking?
Lately I'm livin' in fear, wondering what if the end is so near
All of the shit goin on, the shootings are strong, one shot to the head and I'm gone
I'm losing control, but I can't let it go
'Cause I'm tryna get more and I been in the moment
I been in the zone and I'm moving alone
I don't pick up the phone when my family call
I've been doin' it wrong and I don't know what's happenin'
Tryna get what I just been imagining
Getting close and I just been examining
All of the fake shit the game has been packaging

I've been keepin' real
I've been doin' what I feel
I've been out here tryna kill
Every beat, I know I will
Everything I'm working on
Every night another song
They've been quiet all along
They gon' notice when I'm gone

I come from a town where most of the people are so closed-minded
They goin' to school and they workin' a job, but they don't even like it
I won't be put in a box
Nobody tellin' me what I should rock
Nobody tellin' me what I should drop 'cause I do what I want, and just know I don't stop
Recordin' till four in the morning, they snoring, I'm pouring my soul into every story
I'm writing, producin', I mix and I master, I'm building my craft and I'm not lookin' back
I've been goin, doin' things I wanna do when I want to
Everybody wanna get a win, but they not due
Everybody wanna copy you, but they not you
Everybody wanna be cool, but they not new
Woah, look how I go
Gon' be a dentist, I still got the flow
Never gon' lose 'cause I'm still doin' both
Never gon lose 'cause I've been on a roll
Come to your state and I'm killin' the show
Know that I'm young and I still gotta grow
Know that I'm workin' the most, no, I'm never gon' choke
And I'm lookin' back down on the people below

I've been keepin real
I've been doin' what I feel
I've been out here tryna kill
Every beat, I know I will
Everything I'm working on
Every night another song
They've been quiet all along
They gon' notice when I'm gone