This Needs Work

I'm lying on the floor
Well I've been here before
You haven't moved to eat
You're just lying at my feet
There's nothing new to see
I'm just fighting with you, it's me
You haven't gasped for air
I wonder if you're even there

The air keeps getting colder, and it's harder to breathe
I thought you saw your dream this year, and hope that you would leave
But still you're just a lost boy, who's got no directive
At least you found a home, a temporary perspective
But this home is not the same, and it'll change next year
I already know it, that much is clear
You can't keep going on like this and failing to mend
The failures I perpetuate, you're who I'll condemn

This winter may not end, but it won't even matter
You haven't moved forward, left your dreams all to scatter
Instead you choose to waste your time alone in the mirror
Your future self is not to blame, instead he's quite a bit nearer
You're not the one I need to trust in to change
Instead I found another, but he's somewhat deranged
You can't keep holding onto me, I won't allow regress
I have a chance to move on, and finally progress

I'm lying on the floor
I'm still here like before
I haven't moved to eat
I'm just lying in defeat
There's something new to see
It doesn't start with you but with me
I finally gasped for air
Just to prove I'm really there