Lights Out

This burns so much inside
And when I cry tears of flames
While drowning in your sorrows
And out the other, I cry tears of purple rain
'Cause look who I became
Look what I've become
And if I'm not well and I'm all dried out
Then where does the water run?
'Cause I, I have known that you've been here before
And all I've done, all I've done is blame you for my wrongs

But it isn't you, ooh-ah
It's been me
It's been me the whole time

So if this is lights out
Is it over?
Will I ever see you again?
So if this is lights out
Is it over?
Will I ever see you again?

Now I can't give back what you gave to me
'Cause I'm at the point of no return
But the price I paid was the guilt inside
In exchange for something I never earned
Look what I did
Versus what I have done
Like all those time I told you what you wanted to hear
Instead of exactly what I want

But it wasn't you, ooh-ah
It's been me, me
It's been me the whole fucking time

So if this is lights out
Is it over?
Will I ever see you again?
So if this is lights out
Is it over?
Will I ever see you again? Ooh

(Lights out) loved you in every kind of way
(Over) please don't make me say it again
(Will I ever see you again?)
I'd still be down, but you took a different avenue

(Lights out) oh, no
(Over) and I'm gone away
(Will I ever see you again?) But I won't stop loving you
(Lights out) no, I won't
(Over) no, I won't, no, I won't, and maybe
(Will I ever see you again?) Maybe if we see the changes, ooh

(Lights out) we wanna see in each other
(Over) we could turn the lights back on
(Will I ever see you again?) We could turn the lights back on
But I don't

I don't wanna stop
Don't wanna stop being just who I am
I don't wanna stop being just who I, just who I am, mmm