for once

I love you
Where?
What?
Show me, where is this love I, I can't see it, I can't touch it, I can't feel it
I can hear, I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words
Whatever you say, it's too late
Please, don't do this
It's done, I would've loved you forever (forever)
Guccihighwaters
I think I'd be good with sedative
Anything to fucking stop the trembling
Baby put a bullet in my brain
Waste of fucking space, I guess I was just replaced
Hood and headphones, don't wanna talk to you
Don't take it personal, I always feel uncomfortable
I guess it's just a part of me
Hard to breathe when I'm at these parties

For once, aim your love in my direction
Cut me open, baby, kill my imperfections
For once, I crave all your attention
This is not a life with the loss of your affection
(For once, aim your love in my direction
Cut me open, kill my imperfections)

I think I'd be good with a sedative
Anything to bring me closer to emotionless
Life is boring when you take out all the additives
Live in the illusion or you'll only make depressing shit
Beamer go skr (skr), Uber gon' swerve (swerve)
Cold as a bitch in the city, when you hit pavement, just know it gon' hurt
Putting in work, grape juicy papers filled with the purp
Shit, baby, put a bullet to my brain, come and shut me down 'cause I'm tired of this earth
I could see snow in toronto, we got some snow in the condo
Smelling the dank 'cause that people that entered don't know that were keeping the door closed
Friends switching like time zones, blunt flicking keep my eyes low
In a new form like a super saiyan, you base form like a zygote
Salt stains on my Nikes, winter weather too silent
Phone screen, low brightness, six digit pin 'cause I'm private
Truth's gon' hurt, yeah, you do not know what is best for me
Like a non profit or a charity, this shit ain't a cheque to me
This is building up a masterpiece, raw emotion is the centre piece
Like Goku, I got enemies, but none of them match my energy
Your power level not testing me, like god form can you follow me
I'm down as hell but this backwoods, it got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

For once aim your love in my direction
Cut me open, kill my imperfections
Love in my direction
Cut me open, kill my imperfections