Lost My Mind

Our Father, Who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name
Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses
And forgive us our trespasses, forgive us our trespasses

Looking back on all the wrong I've done, pain I've caused
The stress I've made, the tears that fell because my faults
Were not resolved, I hate those things
The feelings affiliated, can't evade these dreams
Making me seem like a lesser man, hypocrite to my
Philosophies, so now these black clouds follow me
Inner demons fucking with my thoughts, stalking me
Had me feeling like the Lord Himself refused to walk with me
I never thought that I could fall like this
I never thought my blood and sweat would be reduced to piss (NO)
I never thought that I could lose control
How could I let the devil come in and use my soul (forgive me)
I'm not that nigga that you used to know
But nigga you should know that he'll return before the roster crow
You been waiting on a fuse to blow
So here it go muthafuckas all the things that I refused to show

I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight
Living reckless and careless it nearly cost my life
The way I'm feeling, I really think I've crossed the line
I lost my mind; I lost my mind
I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight
Living reckless and careless it nearly cost my life
The way I'm feeling, I really think I've crossed the line
I lost my mind; I lost my mind

I know I haven't prayed to you in a long time
But I really need your help, regulate my
(I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight)
I said I know I haven't prayed to you in a long time
But I really need your help, regulate my
(The way I'm feeling, I really think I lost my mind)

I promise to God man I don't know what happened
You got me fucked up if you think I'm just rapping
These echoes of judgment resound in my head
And I heard someone whisper I'm better of dead
Don't wish that upon me, I just need this moment in time
Hear these rhymes? This is my atonement
Been dealing with the consequences and wondering
How I'ma fix this, I'M TIRED OF BEGGING

REPENTANCE, I know it's my fault, I deserve it
But damn it you I'm not perfect, that
Doesn't curve it, not trying to make it seem better
But you and I both gone be stuck with this damage
Forever, I get it, I know that I'm dirty
I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't mean to turn on my
Virtues, your teachings just faded away
As my mind got polluted with visions of fortune
And fame, living untamed in these streets
Thought I could fly but the J's were like weights on my
Feet, dragging me deeper and deeper
Chain on my neck pulled me close to the reaper
He looked through my eyes right to my tainted soul
The blood being pumped through my heart had turned cold
My lungs filled with smoke from the fire beneath me
Please God save my mind and my soul I beseech thee

I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight
Living reckless and careless it nearly cost my life
The way I'm feeling, I really think I've crossed the line
I lost my mind; I lost my mind
I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight
Living reckless and careless it nearly cost my life
The way I'm feeling, I really think I've crossed the line
I lost my mind; I lost my mind

I know I haven't prayed to you in a long time
But I really need your help, regulate my
(I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight)
I said I know I haven't prayed to you in a long time
But I really need your help, regulate my
(The way I'm feeling, I really think I lost my mind)

I know I haven't prayed to you in a long time
But I really need your help, regulate my mind
(I'm not somebody that you really want to cross tonight)