The Rabbit Hole

What this has come to
I've got another chance to do
What everyone one had told me not to
Push it down til I can't see you
Swallow it and you can't see me
I wanna die because they caught me
You tried your best but you won't stop me
The patio trying to pull weeds
And throw them in the air now

Here we go
I've been down this rabbit hole before
But it doesn't feel the same no more
I don't feel the need to keep it pure
All the things that I believed were sin
I think this time I'm gonna let them in
I think this time I'm gonna let them win
Blank spaces I need to fill in
Instead of saving them for later

Instead I've changed the shape of paper
Instead I feel a burning flavor
And now my vision is all cradled
The screen in front of me has holes now
Had one instead of two I feel now
The floor beneath me is my friend now
The smile I'm feeling with no face now
The broken vision of a flashlight
I laughed or cried too hard
Say goodnight
Woke up too late and no it's not right
I drove it home and ran the red light
I gotta go and say now

Here we go
I've been down this rabbit hole before
But it doesn't feel the same no more
I don't feel the need to keep it pure
All the things that I believed were sin
I think this time I'm gonna let them in
I think this time I'm gonna let them win
Blank spaces I need to fill in

Don't spill my gravity
Don't spill my gravity

Now here we go
I've been down this rabbit hole before
But it doesn't feel the same no more
I don't feel the need to keep it pure
All the things that I believed were sin
I think this time I'm gonna let them in
I think this time I'm gonna let them win
Blank spaces I need to fill in

So long my innocence
A so called better sense of what was there
See you up there
My bloodshot eye
Can see what I had been missing there
But there's nothing there
(Don't spill my gravity)
The trust I broke this time
I've broke it several times
But I don't care
See you up there
(Don't spill my gravity)
I think it's high time I got so high I, I'll see you there
I'll see you there