Feels

Tiptoe
It's alright

Take this mask off and you're scared to look me in the eyes
Your worried glances only make me overanalyze
There's a reason that I hide behind this strange disguise
Spent my whole life kickin' dirt and chasin' butterflies
Six feet under sounded comfortable a couple times
My only vice was to make a mark before I die
But why continue, just to take a pill and live a lie?
Can't even tolerate myself
I feel dehumanized
Am I being punished for knowing too much?
Beat myself up, use my pain as a crutch
Surrounded by love, but I can't get in touch
Feel everything, but I don't feel enough

Even the smallest candle burns brighter in the dark
You have lived through all of your worst days this far
One of these days, you'll realize how beautiful you really are
Someday, you will know that you are more than just your scars
Oh, oh, oh, alright

I don't care what ya think
I'm standing in the mirror, bloody knuckles on the sink
I'm looking at myself; Am I seeing what you're seeing?
Sometimes I don't feel human being
Tell me what I wanna know
Tell me, will these feelings ever go?
Away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away
Away, away
Do you really wanna know how many times I've found myself
Crying all alone?
And, if you called, I won't pick up the phone
Convinced myself it's easier to deal with on my own

Even the smallest candle burns brighter in the dark
You have lived through all of your worst days this far
One of these days, you'll realize how beautiful you really are
Someday, you will know that you are more than just your scars
Oh, oh, oh, alright