Monsters in a Monte Carlo

Where we going?
I got $20 on the tank
I don't really care
I just gotta get away
Sometimes when I wake up
I don't wanna be awake
I just wanna fade away
Fade away
Where we going?
I got $20 on the tank
I don't really care
I just gotta get away
Sometimes when I wake up
I don't wanna be awake
I just wanna fade away
Fade away
Fade away

I thought first love was
Forever
Now all that's left is

This letter

Hey beautiful
Hope everything's going okay
Just writing to say that I love you
How was your day?
Promise I'll visit again soon, damn
3 hours away?
That's way too far
I miss you
I promise we'll make it, okay?
And I'm sorry for the way that I've acted lately
I know I've been crazy
It's just when I think about you with another dude
I can't take it baby
I want you all for me
Kiss every single inch of you infinite
Now that I mention it
Who else has done the same?
Wait
Forget that shit
Okay
Forget that letter
I guess I'll start again
Where do I begin?
Soffe shorts rolled up when I pulled up
Innocent love 'till the demons showed up
Now I'm tripping looking back then
Wishing so bad that I had what I had then
The love we knew is gone
Never to return
Except through my pen
But
Fuck looking back cause it hurts too bad
We could've been perfect
Now it's too sad
Too much pride so we don't see what's real
I know I'm crazy but that
Means I'm crazy for you
And I'd do almost anything to get the real you back

"The real her? Who's that? She's gone!
You're wasting time even making this song cause.

"Hey Patrick
You're an asshole
That's why she left you
You saw her at the bar with her ex dude
Don't forget
You're not the one who she wants to be next to
And in case you were thinking of moving on
Don't forget that one girl in the band
Man, she loved you more than any
other girl in the whole wide world can
You fucked that up bad
Damn
You're good at that, aren't you?
Maybe if you made "In This Room Alone Pt. 2"
You could get her back
But I doubt that
She's gone for good
Never coming back

Keep lying about the true love you never had
Just go read the text that you're last girl sent
Saying that you ain't worth shit and that.

And don't you leave me
You said you'd always love me
No, I can't find you, I can't find you no more
Yeah I can't find you no more

Where we going?
I got $20 on the tank
I don't really care
I just gotta get away
Sometimes when I wake up
I don't wanna be awake
I just wanna fade away
Fade away
Fade away
Where we going?
I got $20 on the tank
I don't really care

I just gotta get away
Sometimes when I wake up
I don't wanna be awake
I just wanna fade away
Fade away

I'm back now
I got this
I know it
All my exes had me trippin so now
I'm floating
God's the king
My eyes are glowin
I'm seein it all so clear now
All my past slow motion
Ooo I feel it, this life I'm living
I know I got a problem when it comes to love and women
My friends said let her go
But I never listen
First love was crazy
But that ass, yeah I had to get it
Sorrow's no match for this engine
I'm faded steady just sipping
I was born ready to win this
Let go of all of those women
Keep our aim locked on the vision
I got my feet on the dash
Same white Nikes that I've always been in
So what now?
Wait what's playing?
Turn that down!
She wrote that before I left town
"What's the matter?

I thought you were fine now"
She said she'd wait for me, so faithfully
God take my fangs, just make her see
That I'm different now
We gotta turn back!
"Too late for that"
Wait, what's that sound?

Where we going?
I got $20 on the tank
I don't really care
I just gotta get away
Sometimes when I wake up
I don't wanna be awake
I just wanna fade away
Fade away
Where we going?
I got $20 on the tank
I don't really care
I just gotta get away
Sometimes when I wake up
I don't wanna be awake
I just wanna fade away
Fade away
Fade away