Quicksand

I'm closer to the golden dawn
I can't believe the wagon's gone, it's history
I'm living in a callous realm
Where others seem to dig it, just too much reality

I'm frightened by the total goal
I'm drawing to the ragged hole
And I ain't got the wagon anymore
No, I ain't got the wagon anymore

I'm the twisted name on Uma's eyes
I'm living proof of Cindy's lies of destiny
I'm drawing between the light and dark
Where others see their targets, I can't see anything

But should I leave the engine on
To listen to that mountain song?
I'm sinking in the quicksand of my thoughts
And I ain't got the wagon anymore

Don't believe in yourself
Don't deceive with belief
The knowledge comes with death's release
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Not too stable, hanging by a string
Can't face the thoughts no wheels will bring, I gotta go
It's bad enough being at home
Without a way to leave, the damage is gonna show

If I don't explain what you oughta know
You can tell me all about it at the next ball show
I'm sinking in the quicksand of my thoughts
And I ain't got the power anymore

Don't believe in yourself
Don't deceive with belief
The knowledge comes with death's release
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Don't believe in yourself
Don't deceive with belief
The knowledge comes with death's release
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Don't believe in yourself
Don't deceive with belief
The knowledge comes with death's release
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh