Disintegrate

My mind creates bullshit problems all of the time
And sometimes im screaming at the door and i dont even know why

Seeing one familiar face makes me want to leave
Its systemactic, so dramatic cant face my own stupidity

You know sometimes we are all wrong
I cant appreciate any dreams involving me

So ill say so long. And goodnight
Nothing ever good will last and ill never be happy

Kill the rain keep it quiet
Cure the pain and hes written the riot
Sometimes we all gotta dream
Blow throw the roof
Hes gotta say
We all will waste away someday
But at least when i do i wont dismay
You from anything

Ive grown so tired but cant fall asleep
And even if I do, cant dream of what I need

My love's a little more than id like to chew
But even if its best for me i could never not love you

I remember when we first kissed, i couldn't believe how
Now your off college waiting to say you're into girls now

I could write you some cliche about the future and the past
Or instead say something shitty to create thoughtful contrast