Wake Up

The room is dark as I stare up at the ceiling
At the start we were caught up in our feelings
Thinking everything that we had was something from a dream
But now only one of us can fall asleep

Was it worth it, what's the intention what was the purpose
I thought it was deep, but we're barely scratching the surface
And this is urgent, I need something more
'Cause when I get up, I want to know what I stand for

Now it's evident
Forgive me for thinking somebody like you was heaven sent
Yes I'm a rookie but that doesn't make you a Veteran
Now you've got me searching for
something that could be better than What we have

I'm out of sight, you're out your mind
Who was I trying to prove wrong
When you gonna wake up
(We should go our separate ways)
Maybe you'll miss me when I'm gone

Sleepless nights
Why was I trying for so long
When you gonna wake up
(We should go our separate ways)
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Feels like I'm just rolling with the punches
Trying to move on but I'm holding on to something
So many questions now you got me asking what if
I miss you all the sudden but I've got to stay focused

Now I'm steady tryna loosen up my buttons
Take a chill pill, relax gotta let go of something
This is life so I'ma live it to the fullest
But the truth is, you could switch it up at any moment

Yeah I own up to the fact that I'm probably different
Than the guy you had in mind so I'm feeling irrelevant
Guess you think I'm bluffing yeah there's nothing that I wouldn't give
But you stayed the same, acting like the change was counterfeit

I'm clueless
This is very new to me I don't think I can do this
It's easy to leave but it's hard to cover up bruises
And it's harder being alone
But my friends telling me I should just let her go

I'm out of sight, you're out your mind
Who was I trying to prove wrong
When you gonna wake up
(We should go our separate ways)
Maybe you'll miss me when I'm gone

Sleepless nights
Why was I trying for so long
When you gonna wake up
(We should go our separate ways)
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Gone with the wind, fly sink or swim
Every moment that passes I think of more reasons to call it quits
I don't like passive aggression that's something that I'll admit
As I reminisce, I know that I should have just put an end

To the challenges that we faced, hindering our relationship
All these years in college that's something I should have majored in
I think back to the messages that I never sent
You took me for granted and I have doubted us ever since

I'm out of sight, you're out your mind
Who was I trying to prove wrong
When you gonna wake up
(We should go our separate ways)
Maybe you'll miss me when I'm gone

Sleepless nights
Why was I trying for so long
When you gonna wake up
(We should go our separate ways)
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Sleepless nights
Give me a reason to hold on
We should go our separate ways
(When you gonna wake up)
Maybe you'll miss me when I'm gone