Pain in MY Soul

So much pain in my soul
It's so hard to let go
But the God that I know
Will never ever let me go
So much pain in my soul
It's so hard to let go
But the God that I know
Will never ever let me go

See when my mama died
And then my daddy died
I never seen the look
I've seen in my grandma eyes
She said "Son I'm tired"
I said I'm tired too
Lost my mama and daddy
Same year
So what I'm suppose to do? (Oh)

It's gone be hard for me
It's gone get hard for you
Grandaddy told me son
"I'm gonna live through you"
Do all you gotta do
But be who you gotta be
You gotta be the one
To take care the family

My mama told me
"Son, I'm gonna die"
They gave her six months
She only lived five
"But God gotta way for me
So don't you cry"
So long as I live I'm gonna
Shoot for the sky (yay, yeah)

So much pain in my soul
It's so hard to let go
But the God that I know
Will never ever let me go
So much pain in my soul
It's so hard to let go
But the God that I know
Will never ever let me go

Now that my mama gone
I gotta be strong
I gotta live my life
'Cause life is still going on
Take care my family
'Cause they depend on me
We gotta pray together
We build our family tree

Now we down two
But it ain't over
Tears steady rolling
Let 'em run over
Sometimes I get high
But I gotta stay sober
I know my life ain't perfect
But I know it ain't over

My mama told me
"Son, I'm gonna die"
They gave her six months
She only lived five
"But God gotta way for me
So don't you cry"
So long as I live I'm gonna
Shoot for the sky (yay, yeah)

So much pain in my soul (pain in my soul)
It's so hard to let go (so hard so hard)
But the God that I know
Will never ever let me go
So much pain in my soul (pain in my soul)
It's so hard to let go (so hard so hard)
But the God that I know (but the God that I know)
Will never ever let me go