Crystal Jar

I see the light on top of the trees
From where I am, the clouds don't seem so far
I hear a voice screaming inside my head
Like a man inside a crystal jar
Yeah

You can never shine bright enough
You can never come near enough
To be called a son
To earn any love
Your best is never going to be good enough
Yeah

I'm looking for you with a shot in the dark
Aiming my arrow at the black of my heart
I pull back the string, and I say a prayer
I pierce the veil, in hopes that you'll be there

And still the voice rings in my head
There's nothing for you
You might as well be dead
The darkness you try so hard to deny
Will curse the light you try so hard to find
Yeah
Yeah!

But even under the Judas tree
I still feel sunlight shining down on me
And then a whisper drowns out the scream
You pierced the veil, and I was waiting there
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah!

Don't give in to this defeat
Just look around, and then you will find me