Choices

And I'm just tryna' figure out just who I am
(No control of my choices)
Look in the mirror and I do not know this man

Said if summer time brings the summer vibes
Then I wonder why I feel undefined
Tryna' make a move but I'm so behind
Feeling no confines to a sober mind
When I'm drinking Jack I don't go outside
And it's no surprise people wonder why
I've been holding back, no control of my choices

I've been drowning out voices
Some people's words are like poison
And every verb is just pointless
And I won't sit back and let them define who I am
When I know I've got a plan
And I know I'm gonna stand
And scream out fuck you all, there's no trust at all
Since you turned your backs and you fucking walked
But you can kick rocks and you can break your toes
Cause I don't care about you, I don't wanna talk
You better hold your tongue before I cut it off
Cause what's done is done and you've done it all
You drew us apart
Yeah it's all your fault
But I guess I never needed you from the start, because

La-da-da-da
And I'm just tryna' figure out just who I am
(No control of my choices)
La-da-da-da
Look in the mirror and I do not know this man

Yup
Yup
(Perfect!)

Got a lot of things wrong with me
Got a little bit of strong with me
In a zone fifty and I'm going sixty
Let the speed fill up and they're gon' miss me
Let the drink fill up and I'm going trippy
I don't think I'm fucked when I'm more tipsy 'cause

Because I smoke to forgive and I drink to forget
The mistakes that I've done, all the things I regret
I don't need anyone except me to accept that
I might have made some decisions
That have wrecked and destroyed the whole way that I'm living
And have taken precision from the things that have driven
Myself into believing that a change could be made
And I can find a way
All these chains I could break
And my mind I can wake
And my skin I can thicken
As I find my ambition
To define my description
Of the boy that I was and the man I became
And I place all the blame on the things I'm ashamed
To have let taken place
The disgrace that I face
For the way that I caved and became alienated
From myself and the world since my feelings escaped, but

La-da-da-da
And I'm just tryna' figure out just who I am
(No control of my choices)
La-da-da-da
Look in the mirror and I do not know this man



Credits
Writer(s): Keanu Crisostomo
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