Just Breathe

Every Time i see you fall
I really wanna catch you but instead of hands it seems i've got two holes
It doesn't seem effective when you try to hang on
I guess i need more time to prove it's not so bad as we thought
But i always fail and end up falling with you, with you...

I believed that this time i'll get better at it
And i did, i did but it's so far from where you want me and honestly
I need to just breathe

It's late and i should go to sleep but
Reality of it - tomorrow i'll be joining the parade's beat
Looking like a cymbal-banging monkey
And i can't stand it, i can't stand
The way we're always pushed back against the wall
Then every day is just the same, it's like play on repeat

I believed that this time i'll get better at it
And i did, i did, but it's so far from where you want me and honestly
I need to just breathe, just breathe, darling just breathe

So far from where you want me, and i am sorry, let's just give it another try...
It's so hard, to want two lives, to live in two worlds that just constantly collide

If i could prove that i could do it all you'd be so proud...
If i would crash and burn doing what i love at least i tried, tried...

I believed that this time i'll get better at it
And i did, i did, but it's so far from where you want me and honestly
I need to just breathe, just breathe, darling just breathe