Now I Know (feat. Jysa Bp & Bryann T)

How to love, how to live now
I'm stronger than ever before
Write my pain in this song
Tell the world that my story's been told

Yeah
This my story -ASAP Preach
See, I been through a lot (see I been through a lot)
You can hear when I cry out
I remember on the road, so drunk didn't know where I was
In a moment that I wiped out (skrt)
Didn't see at the time, couldn't lead, that was blind
Never thought I would be on the right route (nah)
Couldn't see it was lights out
Didn't know that God had a plan with me, here, right now
But God said, "Son
I can get you out of this mess, I can give you rest
From the stress in your mind
I can give you life, I can make it right
Son you're you're about to take a left -now turn to Me."
I want to, Lord I can feel it I'm surrounded by death
Please take it away, with all of my stress
I can feel you breaking these chains right off of my chest (right now)
Never knew you were watchin' my steps
Colour me blessed, colour me blessed, yeah
I was livin' life for all of myself
Followin' the Evil one that offered me wealth (that's right)

And I used to go to clubs at night, had guns
Got high, used to bust that night
Go to parties, spread them up
And it wasn't right
Anyway, anyway, thought I loved that life -but nah (but nah)
I was in sin -I was all in it
I thought I was hard and authentic
When I had a job I'd call in sick
Then hit the mall, and go talk to women

Thank God I'm givin' in no longer
Re'sented through Christ
I'm delivered and not alone
Lookin' back at the old me
I could never figure it out, I was chosen
And now I know

Now I know
How to love, how to live now
I'm stronger than ever before
Now I know
Write my pain in this song
Tell the world that my story's been told
Now I kno-w
Now I know
Now I kno-ow
Now I know, now I know, now I know now
Now I know

Flash-back, full of trash, and blue
Jack-moved, fit the gas at Clue's
Used to act a fool
Back then used to think I was tough
Like so what? What I have to lose?
Lemme have them shoes
Like it was cool to take a strap to school
Like it was cool to take a sack to school
But 'fore you had tattoos
I was rappin' in the trap with Boo
You disrespect, we coming after you
We gon' capture you
The neighbours used to say
'The twins are bad news
Now see, I told you they on late night news'
Armed robbery, a suspect apprehended
Lower the weapon in view
Go ask my Momma if I'm telling the truth
I bet she'll tell you it too
Uh, and double trouble for real
I'm trying to say we stayed in trouble for real
When my brother was real
That's why it hurt when my brother got killed
And it's only been a couple of years
It's like I'm suffering still

I start a flood with my tears
And I could drown in the river I made
But begin the phase of when I pray
'Jesus Christ is the way' and I forgive my brother' killer today
He still livin' today
Uh
It's how this ministry started
The way we came up outta the darkness
It time for the harvest
And from the smallest and largest
Kingdom Music man, we hitting the hardest
If you fittin' the targets
It's why I hate the Devil
Cos I know he hate the Jesus in me
He can see it in me
And I don't want no reefer in me
And I don't want no Evil in me
Although the seed is in me
Born again, true Believer, to lead
I'm tryna' win as many sources as I can
But I'm just one man
I understand it was all God's plan
I understand I'm in God's hand
(Yeah, now I know)

Now I know
How to love, how to live now
I'm stronger than ever before
Now I know
Write my pain in this song
Tell the world that my story's been told
Now I kno-w
Now I know
Now I kno-ow
Now I know, now I know, now I know now
Now I know

I, I -I
I can get you outta this mess, I can give you rest
I can, I can give you rest
It's how this, it's how this ministry started
The way we came up out of the darkness
In time for the harvest
Came up out of the darkness
From the stress in your mind, I can give you Life
I can make it right, I -I can make it right
I'm just one man, I understand
It was all God's plan
Understand, now I'm in God's hand

Now I know
How to love, how to live now
I'm stronger than ever before
Now I know
Write my pain in this song
Tell the world that my story's been told
Now I kno-w
Now I know
Now I kno-ow
Now I know, now I know, now I know now
Now I know