My Love, Pt. 1

I don't think of you when I'm alone in my bed
I think of all the times alone when I felt so scared
When I had nothing to ever call my own
When I had noone to hold me close
I stay grateful for all the mess that made us whole
The mystery and madness that let me be your ghost
As the separate touches try to split us apart
The phone calls that keep me up in the dark
And there was this message that I got inside my head
You're sad that you're lonely from her but you know what you said
Back then you said all you wanted was this
And sure it's good and sure it's fine
But there's one thing that never ends
It is pain

I will hold you close if that's enough
I will take all of your worries and break them up
I will take all of your world that's just fucked up
But I will never be able to give up

I sat and sang with you in the darkness
My soul grew cold and there was no light for us
I struggled through, struggled through alone
And I'm looking for some new home
But I don't care

I will hold you close if that's enough
I will take all of your worries and break them up
I can take all of your world that's just fucked up
But I will never be able to give up

You've got a soul just like the clouds
So oddly full of wonder yet there's rain always around

I will deal with all my problems I know I must
The jealous eyes that see the world when I'm just
Lying, paranoid and alone
I will take care of you my love
'Cause I love you

I can hold you close if that's enough
I can take all of your worries and break them up
I can take all of your world that's just fucked up
But I will never be able to give up
My Love