I Just Can't Decide

I have tried to close my heart;
They said I shouldn't even start
To think about you that way
But you always brighten up
My day!

Why should I keep tryin'
To defend?
The advice from some
Old wise men
Has shaped me for so so long
But now I wonder
Are they wrong?

I just can't decide

Should I continue to
Hold the line?
Should I speak up and
Give him a sign?
Maybe I should
Give up on it all?
Maybe I should
Wait until next fall
Ahh ahh ahh

We connect deeply through mind and emotion
But they say
"That of body would be a sin"
So now
If that's what you implore
I'm not the one
You're lookin' for!

I guess we are
Not much more than friends
Then why are my feelings
So intense?
I'm afraid this could all be
In my head
But I've no courage to say thoughts unsaid!

I just can't decide!

Should I continue to
Hold the line?
Should I speak up and
Give him a sign?
Maybe I should
Give up on it all?
Maybe I should
Wait until next fall
Ahh ahh ahh

How can
Such a good feeling be unjust?
They don't know
This is true love not lust!
They've said
"They're the same" and
"It's too early"
And that in theory
This should end poorly
But do you believe in
You and me?
Or do you just think
That I'm crazy?!
Oh! I may be younger
Than your ideal
I'm not perfect but
My love is real
Don't worry
I won't invade your space
No I wont hurry
To the next base
I am glad
You're not impulsive
Although I wish you would let
Your feelings show ooh ooh!

Should I continue to
Hold the line?
Should I speak up and
Give him a sign?
Maybe I should
Give up on it all?
Maybe I should
Wait until next fall
Ahh ahh ahh

It looks like
Fate chose to cross our stars
But that does
Not mean it will cause scars
I hope this love can
Be composed not disposed of But where we will end up
God only knows