Closure

Holding back my tears; Faced with what I feared.
Memories start to flash before my eyes
As someone tells me that you've died.
Haunted by the things I never said.
A constant battle in my head; Wishing I could just forget.
Speechless! My words will go unheard.
Never getting closure.

Stuck in misery! I'm slippin', slippin'.
Grief comes in waves and I am drowning.
Life in disarray! I'm slippin', slippin'.
Losing my grip and you're not there to save me.

They say, "Hold on, try to be strong,
keep your head up, keep your composure."
And I say, "I can't!" I'm falling in my knees,
I'm beggin', "Please tell me I'm dreaming!"

All hope is gone.
I'm starting to panic and I can't stand it.
All hope is gone.
I can't feel my hands, I can't feel my feet!
Try to stay calm.
Everybody's watchin', everybody's talkin'.
Try to stay calm.
Why can't they let me be?

I'm coming back to earth.
I can feel again, I can breathe again!
My heart's still beating, I hear it pleading,
"Don't give up, it's not the end!"

I look up to the skies and pray to the heavens, you're watching.
Guardian angel, show me the way out of the darkness.

Even though you're gone, I'll carry you with me in my heart.