Lost

Maybe I'm going insane
Maybe I'm losing mind
Maybe I'm lost in the woods
Maybe I'm buying some time

Losing myself for the biz
Losing my family and friends
Cold and my bloods running thin
Where do I even begin
Darkened days turn to nights
Never learned how to fight
Mom was sitting in the cell
Dad was broke and couldn't help
It's crazy she did this to us
It's crazy they wasted my trust
And now I just always get left
Would kill for a day to forget
Would kill for some time to myself
I'm running in circles for help
Looking up pulled down
Getting pulled to the ground
The demons are talking
My skeletons walking
I think that my closet gon give
The closest ones to me
Are putting knives through me
Can't feel it no more but it's in
Praying for help
But there's no one around
So I get what I want
Through the sin
Addressing my problems
I'm losing my functions
So I only speak through the pen
I do
I been waiting for the night yea
Can't escape what's inside aye
Feeling numb losing sight
Can't compress I can't hide
I don't wanna make it home
I just wanna be alone
I just wanna slow the time
I just wanna rewind

Maybe I'm going insane
Maybe I'm losing mind
Maybe I'm lost in the woods
Maybe I'm buying some time

I only live in the dark
I probably burn in the light
Searching for answers all night
But really I don't wanna find
Look at myself
As I look in the mirror
And no I can't recognize

Now all the problems
Are piling up
Weighing me down
Like I don't got enough
World on my shoulders
I don't understand
Pressure is heavy
My knees caving in
Showing my demons
I'm feel like Harvey
A man with two faces
One body to burry
Can't help to stomach
What I used to covet
The life I envisioned
Is drowning me now

Yea yea

Taking me down
Done looking up
At the dirt in the ground
Keeping my quiet
Through nails in the coffin
The stitches in me
Don't get loosened too often
Got people around that I can't even name
All in my face
Like they sporting the wave
Come to find out
It's the closest one to me
The closest ones to me
That's feeling the vain
Expressing emotions
And clapping me up
But holding a knife to my name
Constant appraisal
And showing fake love
But already dug up my grave
Regardless I know imma get it
Regardless I know imma live
Been locking me down for so long
I know that my chains boutta give

Maybe I'm going insane
Maybe I'm losing mind
Maybe I'm lost in the woods
Maybe I'm buying some time

Maybe I'm going insane
Maybe I'm losing mind
Maybe I'm lost in the woods
Maybe I'm buying some time



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Joseph Dekleva
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