My Beautiful Idiot

The first time you touched me
You said I was
The most beautiful thing ever known
I always liked when you called me old girl
And sexy when we were alone

You always thought that you stole me
But this is not quite the truth
All space and time, what more could I need
So I stole you

I'm nothing less than your soul
I'm your other heartbeat you know
I never took you where you wanted to go
But I always take you exactly where you need to be

I'd always hoped that finally one day we'd meet
Now this is the time the only time we get to speak

There is a word that I have been missing
A word that's so big and so sad
Like thinking that biting's like kissing but winning
Some things I don't understand

When my time closes and comes to an end
My beautiful idiot friend
You can't change things that haven't happened
Although I can

So let's stay in this place and I'll call you my thief
You'll call me sexy and smile at me
I never took you where you wanted to go
But I always take you exactly where you need to be

I'd always hoped that finally one day we'd meet
Now this is the time the only time we get to speak

So hello Doctor
It's so nice to meet you
I've found the word I had searched for
It was so hard to find 'cause it's so big inside
I guess that is what it should mean
To be alive

So hello Doctor
It's so nice to meet you
But this time hello really just means goodbye