Wolf in Sheep Skin

You never mentioned feeling that way before
Is there something hiding behind your closet door?
Told you how I felt, told everyone else to go to hell
Addiction signs came, you said to me you need no one's help

I sat on the curb and conjured some words to figure out
What exactly it is that I'm so scared about
Told you how I felt, told everyone else I needed help
I came to you, you said to me I could go to hell

And I never want to do this again
I'll cut off my ties so I'm not under your skin
The world is alive but I'm happy feeling dead
Just to kill all of the thoughts in my head...

You thought I'd come back if you shined up your lips
You felt the regret through my fingertips
You didn't know I was losing my way
Puncture my skin feed it in through my veins
I'm not okay

Having panic attacks on a picnic bench
'Cause nothing helps when I feel like this
And I don't want to quit drinking again
I just want to quit drinking alone