Last Time/Under the Influence

She blowing up my phone
She said "are you alone?"
I should let it ring, go to sleep
She's giving it all up for me
My homie's out of town
She wanna fuck around
This ain't what a friend's supposed to be
She's giving it all up for me

And I won't tell a soul
He ain't even know, bout what we did before
And I will not, tell, nobody nobody nah
Nobody, nobody
This has got to end
I ain't gone pretend, like we ain't even friends
So this will be the last time
Promise this my last time

The way she came in, she looked amazing
Locked the door, took her heels off and started pacing
She's dating my homeboy, two years in the making
But just like her eye shadow, dawg that shit is fading
Couple minutes of complaining, slurred words and accusations
I ignored her while I started playing
She caught me gazing, secretly praising
She started crying, we started embracing
I'm on one, so fuck it I caved in
My fingers running through her hair, she grabbing my cheek
She bit my bottom lip before she let me speak
Liquor and Chanel, quickest way to hell
The devil push me down, now I'm kissing on her belt
I look up in confusion, I said what are you proving
She said they having problems, but I'm not the solution
Man That's some shit I should have said the first time
Fucking your boyfriend's friend to make it work? Fine
Ignoring my words, and taking off my shirt? Fine
Ignoring his calls to hit him where it hurts, why?
She said "you obviously don't know your boy as well as I do"
I've caught him multiple times, tired of being lied to
But instead of calling quits, I think I'd rather find you
Cause it's not only the best way to get my revenge
But I'll do anything to hook up with you again"
Shit, next time I just won't let her in

She blowing up my phone
She said are you alone
I should let it, ring ring ring ring ring
My homie's out of town
She wanna fuck around

Open open up my eyes
Clarity still running late
Raindrop, raindrop (drop drop)
Slowly helping me meditate
Staring at the ceiling, I wish it wasn't there
I need to see the stars to know that I could go somewhere
Another night another late night thot
Look to my right as I keep looking at the date I brought
Don't remember much about it, it's good to back out
Cause if I was sober then I think that I would have backed out
How did I get here? This is not something I endorse, dorse
But if that's the case why don't I feel any remorse, morse
Got a hole in one, but look at the rest of the course, course
The more I see it the more that it's getting reinforced, forced
Double hangover, they're getting typical
The emotional, always stronger than the physical
I'm near perfect in your eyes, but I see no perfection
Let me show you all of my exceptions
Pieces of my morality wanna run away
Sleeping booty to my right is exhibit A
All of my messages and calls are exhibit B
How many do you need before you could get rid of me
I'm flying, I'm up and away
Weed got me in a daze
I ain't slept in three days
Feeling some type of way
Feeling some type of way
That's what I do to get over you
Got me turning to a stoner dude
I like talking to the sober you
Cause when you get on a fade
You'd rather talk than party
Talking bout, what are we
I don't even know the answer
Living to enjoy the moment
But the future's our opponent
Ima close my eyes, then just close my mind till I shine in the morning

Watch me shine in the morning
(Ahh fuck)



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Writer(s): Dwoyo
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