In the End

I'm so sorry i'm like this
I'm so fuckin' sorry
I just miss you, that's all

Do you remember all those shades of color screaming in the sky
When life had picked me up and clipped my wings and never let me fly
I cried so hard into your shoulder i think i ruined your good shirt
But still you held me close and kissed my neck and told me all this hurt
Just isn't fair to how we feel and someday it'd be alright
I'm trying so hard to believe you but all these leashes are so tight
Feels like a noose around my neck just pulling harder everyday
Until it drags me off the ground and finally chokes this love away
Oooo these tear-stained cheeks are gonna smile once again
'Cause it's times like these i remember why all this shit is fucking worth it in the end
And oooo i'm gonna stitch these severed wings that i now lack
So i can soar away from this empty place and never ever plan on coming back

I know it's been a little while since we've known what this love feels like face to face
But someday i'm gonna soar away and never once return to this place

Never comin' back again
I much rather live in solitary in a cemetery den
This weather isn't ever meant for me
All the clouds inside my bedroom remind me why i should leave
Don't bother tryna reach out
Please just speak out
Please just run away become one with the breeze now
Don't forget me when their love is spreading thin
I'll be stagnant in my castle trying hard to not cave in
I miss your head on my shoulder
I'd give anything in seconds just to hold her
But she don't care & i guess i don't
Fuck feeling numb & fuck growing old
My hopes are high that i'll fix this mess
I'm drunk again miserable at best
Fuck feeling lost this shit don't fade
I'm alone in the end digging my own grave