Rat Race

I don't live wanna live a lie
I'm diving into what seems like hell again

I'm still waking up in the same place
Stuck in the rat race
Seeing the same old shit
Everyday is a headache
Feeling my soul take hits I can't withstand
When will the tide change for my own sake?
The pain is relentless
Can someone stop me
From falling head first
Over the precipice

This isn't how I wanted to be
Rejection inside, reflects what I see
Show me the path that I was meant to lead
The fire inside, it's all that I breathe

Don't listen to them it's their apathy
Holding you back when I'm
Stuck in this misery
All I can teach you is
Mistakes are memories
Follow your heart again
Reclaim the light I need

Now you know what it's like
To be a stranger with no home

I feel the fire, it's coursing through my throat
Can you hear the cry my soul makes?
It's weeping all alone

Breaking down my walls and it pulls me away
To an ocean surrounding this abysmal ache
In the end, this is hell

(This is hell)