Remember My Start

Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I know that I'll remember my start?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop? See the bottom or stop?

I gotta keep myself focused
I can't become a sheep just going through the motions
The notion of an average job to me just seems bogus
I'd rather grab a bag of weed, flip a P, and smoke zips

But there's a reason why I'm rapping that I don't get
I gotta be done with the trapping for a purpose
I'm nervous that my service to society
Comes with great sacrifice, pain, and hella notoriety

Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I know that I'll remember my start?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop? See the bottom or stop?

Lord knows I'm climbing
Lord knows I'm climbing
There's light on my horizon
There's light on my horizon

I'm on a bold track with an old back on a young frame, would you know that
I have no other choice than to sit here and write some gold rap
Get on my knees, rejoice when I succeed an unforetold path
If you hate on me, you and your boys expect some blowback

I give no slack, dressed in all black with a dead face
Insomniac on the attack, a Jew entrepreneur reaching for a bat
A prozac like a tic-tac, I can throw back with a jack glass
And some cocaine in the powder form I snort six times an hour for

Anxiety attacks, I morph my mind into a horror film, gory
Yet restoring borders between chill and out of order
Will it get harder, or will it flow more as I turn the corner
I'm only getting smarter, I will make the pieces fall in order

Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I know that I'll remember my start?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop? See the bottom or stop?

My music's gotten better in it since I got sober
I know I fell because I overloaded my shoulders
I'd fall back on cocaine and Jack, but as I got older
Jack didn't seem to have my back, relationship over

No more Denver comedy, hated by the Roxy and
Shit with me and G-mo Skee has gone a step beyond Rocky
Damn, where the fuck are my day ones?
Cause I've been here for nine years and only hear from Genecca

But it's all good though
I've grown a thicker skin for when I'm hit with a diss post
A song, in the head with a fence post, a bong
A lack of respect to my friendship's so long, I don't need you

I just need Kyle and Drew
Johnny, Cody and the Army's sixteen hundred and two
Proudly reppin' pirate gang and every shit we can't do
I'm shootin' for the stars, what the fuck else can I prove

Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I know that I'll remember my start?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop? See the bottom or stop?

I've toured around the world, y'all ain't payin' attention
In Brussels, Luxembourg, Germany and for Frenchmen
Paid by Army Entertainment. Plan on goin' again when
My background check gets cleared And I'm no longer a felon

I busted ass in Denver on a fake ID
I made the front page of the Post in stand-up comedy
I've made history, but y'all didn't see
Me and AJ get it up the ass from Denver PD

Nah, didn't ya? Hashman still fightin' for y'all
You don't deserve it until you get off your ass and involved
But you ain't gonna, it's just gonna fall and Kayvan
And everybody's gonna party when we live how we want

With no fuckin' gratitude toward the men and women who
Made the sacrifices for you to be able to do what you do
And if you paid the price for me to do what I do
That shit ain't lost on me, I promise that is the truth
Thank you

If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I know that I'll remember my start?
Hey, If I can make it to the top, do I ever see the bottom or stop? See the bottom or stop?