Willow

I'm 45 seconds away from lighting this cigarette between my lips
I'm hoping I won't feel a thing, even though I will
You told me that somehow I've changed,
you don't know how but it's clear that I'm not the same
Well here's to relapsing the pain, here we go again

Well I'm sick of the man that I
have become, I hate myself for who I am
Ooo-woah-oh I'm not a perfect man
And I'm trying so hard to be what you
want, Your too fixated on who I've been
If only I were just a better man

I'm 25 seconds away from pressing this chamber against my head
I'm hoping I'm not insane, Even though I am (Even though I am)
But to fair a precession to cure depression smoked everything I could
bear to breathe,
It was never enough to fill up this cup you left me with it empty
Well I'm sick of the man that i
have become, I hate myself for who I am
Ooo-whoa-oh I'm not a perfect man
And I'm trying so hard to be what you
want, Your too fixated on who I've been
If only I were just a better man.

Yeah you'll get your car
You'll have your house
He'll give you the children you've dreamt about
He'll make you laugh, won't let you cry
He'll hold you tight when you sleep at night
Yeah He'll have that job that I ever had had
He'll have all the cash you could ever spend
He'll guy you gifts like he bought your love
Lets hope this time it will be enough Whoa-oh

Yeah you'll get your car
You'll have your house
He'll give you the children you've dreamt about
He'll make you laugh, won't let you cry
He'll hold you tight when you sleep at night
Yeah He'll have that job that I ever had had
He'll have all the cash you could ever spend
He'll guy you gifts like he bought your love
Lets hope this time it will be enough Whoa-oh