Raspberries

God, you're fucking pathetic
Even if you are dead; with human refuse like you
It wouldn't make any difference at all in the real world
So there's no point in moaning and whining about who lives or who dies
It just doesn't matter
(So what you mean is, that you're dead too?)
Who cares?

I fell into a pool of paint
And swam away from all the foolish hate and fruitless pain
Pulling pink up out the rainbow on the bluest days
I finally found a smile that truly suit my face
I finally found a pace that suit my feet
Remember levitating, we were levitating to the beats
Never hating, elevated, celebrating true relief
Understated, I felt present after years of ruthless grief

I was in my element
A stage of joy and benevolence
Cleared my room of all elephants
Not a trace, not a set of prints, no
Talking about the present, we was always in it
It was never about beginnings or endings or how they'd spin it
Didn't spend it on venomous enemies talking offensive
Felt fine in my own skin for the first time in a minute

(These raspberries in my mouth tasty)
(My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me)
These raspberries in my mouth tasty
My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me

Why these voices always throw hands like Rayman?
How come they always want to play the hangman?
Cave in in the cave I stay in
The water rises fast, I would try escaping
At least not no more, man I've lost a lot
Friends passed, time passed and I've lost the plot
Runnin' thru the rye, I done crossed the crop
Hidin' from the sky and sun, I tossed the clock

And now I'm back on my fuck shit
Runnin' on nothing but impractical functions
And tactical self-sabotage in my dungeon
I'm One Punch Man punching my mug in
A ghost in the flesh
I'm prone to depress then erode, decompose and refresh
Stuck in a loop I'm supposed to neglect
But I fold so it grows and my prose resurrects

Walked ten thousand miles at this point
And I could end it all with a step
Kick it
No, wait, don't kick it
I loathe that I'm upset
It's just me and you, my friend
Yeah
Fuck, stuck in this loop again

(These raspberries in my mouth tasty)
(My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me)

(These raspberries in my mouth tasty)
(My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me)