Moment of Weakness

All that I am
Always in front of me
And I do all I can
So I won't see
I'm buried under books
But what do I know?
I'm still waiting to arrive
While the years fade
There's a weight on the pedal
As if I can drive

Will it ever be enough?
Endlessly I'm catching up
When it ends I'll know I had a chance to see
But instead I tried to change me

Weakness is just another word for being alive
Weakness is just another word for being alive
Weakness is just another word for being alive
Weakness is just another word for being alive

I'm working too hard
Trying to catch those eyes
Because I feel a duty
To live up to my life
But sanity falls to the wayside
Call it a "fool's gold suicide"
Still the years fade
With a weight on the pedal
Help I'm terrified

My self-esteem is shit
I can't get over it
I look around at people
Until I can't breathe

Without my pain I'd be an alien
Without confusion I'd be a God
Without my war, what am I moving for?
And I may scream at the unseen forces in me
But I take comfort in that we all scream together like

Weakness is just another word for being alive
I can tell you know what I mean by the look in your eye
(Without my war)
Weakness is just another word for being alive
(What am I moving for?)
(And I may scream at the unseen forces in me)
I can tell you know what I mean by the look in your eye
(But I take comfort in that we all scream together like)