Balance of Conscience

Living at night, resting the day
My time left here is slipping away
Is it just a spec in time, is there anywhere for me a rest for eternity
Nothing that I cannot see

So much a mind can't fathom, not even begin
Something before the start
I can't find, but see a deepening fear within

I am not to die without
A memory of
What I stood to be
Strobe light vision inside of my head
It's taking so long
Comprehend what you said
Can you feel my
Suspense from inevitable doom

Can't see what's real
Psychosis I feel

Live without one regret

Oh its the change
Nothing stays the same

Lead by minds sacrifice

Deep in my mind, something I can't find
Revealing my chaos

Why can't I see, what's becoming of me
The balance of my conscience

Ive been damaged so hurt by my own doing
The only life ive lived is stained
So close to ruined prime years go unseen
Can my slate ever be fucking cleaned, its not a game no second chances exist in this sort of life
The final strife it seems to be for me

It was so cold the feeling of my bones
Drained of blood ice to the touch
So numb i cant look straight

I worked for hours for nothing but pain
So many setbacks
Theres just too much for me to deal it drives me insane
I cant waste any time
My clock is ticking i cant hold, i cant feel something i need to know that this life is real

Can't see what's real
Psychosis I feel

Live without one regret

Oh its the change
Nothing stays the same

Lead by minds sacrifice

Deep in my mind, something I can't find
Revealing my chaos

Why can't I see, what's becoming of me
The balance of my conscience

Program my own device
Finding the middle ground
Destroying the sickness
Fucked up in my own mess
Balance of consciousness



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Writer(s): Weston Simmons
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