Blue

Finish it with the underscore, we both wanted more
But the dots, not didn't connect so we tore
All the pages out of our book of memories
Except for a few, I said "I wanna remember these"
You wrote me a letter, the ink of the pen was blue
Said "I hope you don't hate it," but sorry, I do
But it doesn't have to do with you
Cause you're the one that I keep running back to
To which I keep running back, no gotta correct
It's okay to reflect, nah just don't reminisce
Cause you don't wanna miss somebody that's new
Like those blue eyes, they have a lot of possibilities
But is it possible that she could be the one?
Will we be able to say that we knew each other when we were young?
Is she the type of person that'll be ready to run?
Or am I just so confused cause I can't see the Son?

Last one last one, that's what I always tell myself
But I'm on repeat so I can never quit
That's me, that's me, that's my vice on the shelf
Let's take it back to moonlight, I sin then I spit
Check 1, 2, I don't know why I'm so charming
Everything's the same, which should alarming
Cause I said back in Slavery that I hate repetition
So I don't know why I keep ignoring the mission
It's like I cannot sacrifice the moment for the future
I'm thinking about my better half like "Am I gonna lose ya?"
My loyalties get blurry when I don't know her name
I can't see her face so my addictions they reign
I'm dropping the ball for a momentary kick
I need some water cause I know that I'm sick
I need some rest, maybe that'll do the trick
I just need some help with all this