Deathbed

Brick by brick, laid with good intentions
(But) I want to dissolve, into nothing, (and) sink through the floor

Swallowed my spit, yesterday stuck in my teeth
Staring at myself, always knew I'd be you
Imagined myself, under sheets when the flames surround my bed
Sparked like the last ember shot out (to die) in the dirt

I want to be those ashes blown away in the night
I want the open air, or I want no air at all

Wilted, with holy angst, to waste away
Bleach blonde nostalgia for some made-up future
Sleepwalk through everything, but always dreamless
Fear blooms eternal: damned to walk that plank alone

If these walls could talk, they'd say my best years were spent drifting, slipping
I am the abyss I seek

Scratching and scratching marks in my walls, counting to nothing
Sunken chest, sunken sockets, I am spent
The room becomes me

Wilted, with holy angst, to waste away
Bleach blonde nostalgia for some made-up future
Sleepwalk through everything, but always dreamless
Fear blooms eternal: damned to walk that plank all alone



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Writer(s): Casino
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