Change

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find
I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze
I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways
The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays
It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win
'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage
Slow down, man I got a son now
It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it
But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed
But that's the only way that I learn
Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns
Change this, change that, change is full of lies
I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise
Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself
Would it be easier if I was someone else?
I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned
Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned
On a highway to a destination I've earned
So many exits but I never bothered to turn
I'm like a piece of shard glass, laying on the frame
Of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the Devil's guinea pig
He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit, I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn
So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Will I
Will I ever change
Can I
Can I ever change
Will I
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Will I
Will I ever change
Can I
Can I ever change
Will I
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted