Raphael

Pray for me now
My thoughts are getting too loud
Voices shuttering
Everybody's well-being is suffering
Speeding up, not slowing down
Just waiting for the crash
When bad is good just get higher
Observe and lose through the wire
I wanna know your story
I'm sick of being boring, after this I'll leave
I will lose another for these balances
That I need to achieve to control
I'm figuring it out
I think I might be done
Negative energy
A vampire entity sucking with force
Intent to implode, your glow is lesser
My dragging it shows
I will drain myself for surfacing
And promising every little problem on you
Everything is a distraction here
The moral debts I know will never clear
Though it's not pretty
You won't be okay without the experience
To know that I am no good
I fought myself before
And then I fought you too
Use the sharp end 'cause I took the scissors
Whatever you have
Just make sure that it's bigger
I run with weapons and fall down the stars
I aggravate midnight-vets
On their bikes, getting weird
If I had enough sticks I'd aim for every spoke
Without first giving thought
To whether they're friend or foe
It's all obstructive self-destruction
I've run out of all other fun
Something's wrong
My vision is changing
I get scared, it keeps taking
My eyelids are shaking
I'm still afraid, it's taking me
It's anti-matter, it ruins and it shatters
Where I go is void of direction
There are no other questions
There are facts and there's pressure
Separation and fractures
From the left to the right
To the whites of my eyes that pry
At the lights that come when we die consciously
Bring rest to me